Have you ever been on this feeling when it wasn't where you've been but the feeling is familiar.
It was a new place and a new time with new people but the fear felt was an old friend, the doubts were the same ones you once had, and the feelings were the same enemies that you once avoided and/or confronted?
It sucks when you have to get back to zero. Sometimes, no matter how much of a hero you make yourself of, you find yourself left with nothing but a crisis like as if the gains you earned will not count again.
We are all heroes of our own lives, we will always have those moments where we get back to Zero but if we really made it through there before, we'll make it out alive again, right?
So just hang in there soldier and it may be a long war but we will win this battle.