Back to Zero

Have you ever been on this feeling when it wasn't where you've been but the feeling is familiar.
It was a new place and a new time with new people but the fear felt was an old friend, the doubts were the same ones you once had, and the feelings were the same enemies that you once avoided and/or confronted?

It sucks when you have to get back to zero. Sometimes, no matter how much of a hero you make yourself of, you find yourself left with nothing but a crisis like as if the gains you earned will not count again.

We are all heroes of our own lives, we will always have those moments where we get back to Zero but if we really made it through there before, we'll make it out alive again, right?


So just hang in there soldier and it may be a long war but we will win this battle.

Wait a Bit

Dear You,

I don't know if we have already met or not but don't come in yet.
I am still in the process of fixing myself.

You're probably settled by now. You know where you are going.
But I am still getting there.
I am still coming out of this challenging state.
I just got through a lot and I don't want to scare or worry you. You don't have to.

You don't deserve me now but you soon will.
You deserve a Queen who can focus on you and the career ahead, I am still distracted by the crumbs of my past.
I am almost done, almost ready, but not yet there.

I hope you can wait. I will be worth having, worth keeping, and I will love you and the family that we will build but right now, don't come in yet.

I don't want to waste you just because I am not yet ready.

Wait a bit, okay?

Refreshing Emotions

People would always ignore the need to refresh.

A website needs to refresh, what more for you... me... us... all of us!

We need that moment where all we do is move on and move forward to make ourselves better (just like websites.)

We are better than websites but as humans, we are far more complicated than they are.

We tend to nurse those alibi and reasons that stop us from getting out of our comfort zone.
We hold back from finally making a better version of ourselves and get ourself UPDATED.

Who says only iOS, Android, or any Operating system can update?
They update whether or not we like it and we can do the same to ourselves whether or not people object or reject that.

Remember, those who will stay true to you will cope with your changes. Some may mention rants and complains but those who genuinely love you will accept the changes.


Go ahead! Refresh yourself! You deserve it.

Ready or not...

 We will never be ready for love. Whenever you are, Love usually shies away and hides. 

Love is a surprise. It's a bundle of joy. 

What you need to do is to always be open —Open minded, open arms, open heart. 

Whether it's love or not, we should all be prepared for changes. 

My Yesterday's Better Version

As I ponder while I lay, i think i did well today. 

Other's need not mention.

If I was good within the tension.

What really counts the most, 

Are not the achievements i could boast,

But what has made me stay,

in spite all troubles, i was not astray

I may complain of this bad day i've been,

But to others who barely eats won't be keen,

Coz i still am thankful, this is not my worst

It wasn't even close to those whose houses got dispersed.

I should really minimiZe all my complains,

And learn instead and thou ordain

That from this day on, count blessings not sheep

I'm lucky and blessed i'll stop to weep.

Understand that Love is Understanding

Love doesn't strictly require a fluency in a common language, all it needs is a common understanding when one is at it's best, neutral, and worst. 

When one of the two failed to support the other on their worst, or misunderstood them on their best and lost the opportunity to deepen relationship, then everything else cause a collapse in understanding. 

Relationship need not be exclusive to lovers. From a pet and owner's point of view, i have arrived at an understanding of how my cat understands love in the cat body language. He on the other hand have learned, the hard way, when it is worst to approach me and when to show affection.

Understanding is having the right gesture at the right timing. Fail on one of the two and negativities could be ignited. Love is a learning process. Learn while you love and you shall grow both for the relationship and your self. 

Love is a mindset: The brief of The Love Theory

Being inlove is an emotion that we nurture. Keeping in the love is a choice we withstand. Staying when love is challenged, if not absent, is a commitment we did with out whole being (mind, soul, spirit) and not just our hearts per se. #heartmindsets