Wait a Bit

Dear You,

I don't know if we have already met or not but don't come in yet.
I am still in the process of fixing myself.

You're probably settled by now. You know where you are going.
But I am still getting there.
I am still coming out of this challenging state.
I just got through a lot and I don't want to scare or worry you. You don't have to.

You don't deserve me now but you soon will.
You deserve a Queen who can focus on you and the career ahead, I am still distracted by the crumbs of my past.
I am almost done, almost ready, but not yet there.

I hope you can wait. I will be worth having, worth keeping, and I will love you and the family that we will build but right now, don't come in yet.

I don't want to waste you just because I am not yet ready.

Wait a bit, okay?