Back to Zero

Have you ever been on this feeling when it wasn't where you've been but the feeling is familiar.
It was a new place and a new time with new people but the fear felt was an old friend, the doubts were the same ones you once had, and the feelings were the same enemies that you once avoided and/or confronted?

It sucks when you have to get back to zero. Sometimes, no matter how much of a hero you make yourself of, you find yourself left with nothing but a crisis like as if the gains you earned will not count again.

We are all heroes of our own lives, we will always have those moments where we get back to Zero but if we really made it through there before, we'll make it out alive again, right?


So just hang in there soldier and it may be a long war but we will win this battle.

Wait a Bit

Dear You,

I don't know if we have already met or not but don't come in yet.
I am still in the process of fixing myself.

You're probably settled by now. You know where you are going.
But I am still getting there.
I am still coming out of this challenging state.
I just got through a lot and I don't want to scare or worry you. You don't have to.

You don't deserve me now but you soon will.
You deserve a Queen who can focus on you and the career ahead, I am still distracted by the crumbs of my past.
I am almost done, almost ready, but not yet there.

I hope you can wait. I will be worth having, worth keeping, and I will love you and the family that we will build but right now, don't come in yet.

I don't want to waste you just because I am not yet ready.

Wait a bit, okay?